Below are the most recent 11 friends' journal entries.

Thursday, November 12th, 2009
mylittlepeony	8:20p	ugh I've been feeling very guilty lately. Very guilty about some of my decisions and worried about things that may or may not happen in the future. I know they don't warrant much thought now, but for some reason they feel like very pressing issues that need to be worked out. I don't know what to do. It doesn't help that lately I've dreamed about almost everything that's bugging me, and the result is almost inevitably my death, no matter how unrelated my health or well-being is to the thing I'm actually worried about. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 10th, 2009
the_oc [ jessla ]	9:41a	61 Icons The OC Samples: Join scribbledpretty to see the rest. (Comment on this)
Monday, November 9th, 2009
the_oc [ tiffanyamass ]	2:58p	z6.invisionfree.com/TVshowUNIVERSITY/index.php   A roleplay site, still under contruction but you are all welcome to sign up and start roleplaying! Tv shows- - -One Tree Hill -That 70s Show -the OC -True Blood -the Disney Crew -90210 -Gossip Girls -Vampire Diaries -Glee -Supernatural (Comment on this)
insanedaisyz	11:59a	November, November, November. Three weeks of doing no photo projects, oops! my own fault of slacking. I thought doing all Liberal Arts projects would make things go that much faster with these last two months. Everything would be done, and I would be less stress. HOWEVER I should never ever underestimate my professors and their tricks of trade of giving us more to do then we can possible handle, but I will take the shortly assigned projects, smile and do them. & Come evaluation,watch out. Speaking of school, and having only 7 months from graduating I have decided to not only take thesis and portfolio(have to) but throw in Graphic Design, just because....maybe a little Buddhist Art History. Someone enlighten me on this. If someone invites you and your boyfriend to their boyfriends Halloween party and you say "I don't know I have to see", then it ends up turning into a "No" do you think your friend should be mad and never talk to you again? I never promised I would go, I never even left you hanging saying "We will see" I gave you an answer. I didn't have a costume and would feel uncomfortable being around a bunch of people when I wasn't even in the spirit to dress up. Then the next day, texts you saying "Come downtown for Halloween" so you do, only for them to never show up and never even text you back. Let's be mature? If you have an issue with how I handled not wanting to go to your party, tell me. Don't stop talking to me? Isn't that the true story though, that the people that you want to be your friends won't talk to you, and the ones that do you don't want to talk to them in the first place. December..December..December 1/2 to graduation. Key Westin''*; North Carolina o0 home sweet home o0o and finally 2010 (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 8th, 2009
mylittlepeony	6:29p	exciteeeed Ok, so everything pretty much turned out in my favor. A girl at work mentioned having gone to Europe right before Christmas one time and their tickets were cheaper than if they would have left a couple days earlier, so I played around on Expedia with dates and whatnot. ( Visual aid! ) Notice the ~$200 price difference when I return the 6th instead of the 5th? What the heck. Sooo I'll be leaving after work on the 23rd and arrive around 7am GMT on the 24th. Because of the price difference between the 5th and 6th, I'm going to leave London early in the morning on the 6th, and will be home a little before 2pm EST. That'll give me time to sleep and be up for work the next day. The 6th was originally a day to recuperate, but last time wasn't bad at all so I don't think I'll need it. I got home around 8pm last time, had dinner and went to bed, then felt pretty refreshed and on the right clock quite early in the morning, so I think it'll be ok. I'M SO EXCITED!! I can't stop thinking about when I arrived last time. It was probably the most surreal night of my life - sitting in the back of Jules' car late at night (after 11pm GMT), the window rolled down, the warm wind whipping my hair around, Steve next to me holding my hand, zipping through a city I've only ever dreamed about. Seeing sites I've seen millions of times in photographs. A few times I had to just close my eyes, my face lifted toward the window, and let the little tears dry up on my cheeks. I can't believe I'm here, I'd think. I can't believe this is finally happening. From the second I saw Steve, Jules, and Colin standing in the arrivals area to several hours later when we finally crept up to bed around 3am, it was like being in a movie. One day I was living a normal life. Going to work, coming home, keeping to myself and staying in one place. Then literally just one day later I had seen Tower Bridge, London Bridge, Big Ben and Parliament, the London Eye, Millennium Bridge, 10 Downing Street, Buckingham Palace, Hyde Park, Trafalgar Square, Picadilly Circus, and the West End... in just a matter of a couple hours. I had flown in my first plane, crossed the ocean for the first time, made it through Customs and a connecting flight all on my own, driven (as a passenger) on the wrong left side of the road, met a friendly police officer during a "routine traffic stop," and ended the night snuggled up in Steve's arms. It was amazing and surreal and just the best night of my life. I cannot wait to be there and with him again. Current Mood: excited Current Music: "bottle it up (live)" by sara bareilles (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, November 7th, 2009
the_oc [ mimiliie ]	6:32p	scarlett johansson, ian somerhalder, justin chambers, blake lively, leighton meester, freida pinto, michelle jenner, jessica alba, ashley greene, jackson rathbone, new moon +banner,taylor swift Preview :    (here) (Comment on this)
Friday, November 6th, 2009
pizeach	12:02p	23 Yesterday was my birthday. =) Maybe it was because I didn't think I would, but I had a blast. About 9 people came out for sushi which was SO GOOD. I got this roll with spicy tuna and crab on the inside and tuna, avocado, and jalapenos on the outside and drizzled with hot chili oil; it was amazing. I then agreed to go to this bar, the Lamplighter, where they have karaoke. A bunch of theater kids were there (including one we went to high school with. Small world.) and they owned every song they sang ("Live To Tell"? "It's Oh So Quiet"? Amazing.) Now I'm off to San Francisco for the weekend. Tay's parents are throwing me a BBQ tomorrow at their place in Sonoma; they're so sweet. It should be a blast. Too bad I don't have my new camera yet (someone's getting a Rebel for their birthdayy.) Oh well though =) Gotta finish stuff up at work! Goodbyeeeee! Current Mood: busy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 4th, 2009
the_oc [ mellk3 ]	9:14p	Harry Potter / 007  / New Moon / Jumper / Emma Watson / Robert Pattinson / Kristen Stewart / Sarah Michelle Gellar / Nikki Reed / Kellan Lutz / Rupert Grint / Gaspard Ulliel / Michelle Tranchtenberg /  Bonnie Wright / Evanna Lynch / Ashley Greene / Megan Fox / The O.C / Family Guy. HERE at SOMEONETOSAVE (members only → JOIN/WATCH !) Current Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Purple Stain | Powered by Last.fm (Comment on this)
mylittlepeony	7:31a	flight suckage God, I fucking hate laying in bed at night by myself. It takes so long to fall asleep anymore. Especially when I spend all day just wanting to talk to Steve and then when I do, I leave the conversation feeling angry, like last night. There are no good flights out there during the time that I need, without spending over $1500, connecting in a foreign country, leaving London too early in the morning, or 6+ hour layovers. For some reason these websites keep showing these really great flights with seats available but when I go to book it, it tells me it's no longer available. Even though no matter how many different times I search, the fucking flight is still there. And I can't wait until January to go because then I lose two whole days off because I have Christmas and New Years' Day off automatically. I don't have the PTO to make up for those days in January and I can't move them because I've already used my allotment of substitute holidays for this fiscal year. And then I do a LITTLE complaining about flight suckage and Steve acts like I expect him to bend over backwards to get me what I want. Like I expect him to change things I know can't be changed. How about YOU drop $1500 on just a flight and then try to scrounge up a comfortable amount of money to move to a foreign country 4-5 months later. GRR. I see lots of burger flipping in my future. Current Mood: frustrated (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 2nd, 2009
insanedaisyz	3:25p	and in this crazy life and through these crazy times it's you, it's you, you make me sing. you're every line, you're every word, you're everything <3 (Comment on this)
pizeach	12:32a	Halloween! Top 3 Halloween Costumes that Need to be Retired: 1. Waldo. 2. Dick in a Box 3. Chippendale's Dancers. Last night was a lot of fun. Vanessa and I dressed up as Keyboard Cat. It was really cute if I do say so myself. I made the dress and everything by hand. =) ( play him off... ) Current Mood: good Current Music: Metal Heart - Cat Power (Comment on this)