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Tuesday April 7th, 2009

Time:2:50 PM.

Who would've thought, within a few days of sending out my resume and cover letter that I'd get two call backs, with possible internships for this summer. In order to graduate with my bacholar's degree next May, I need to find an internship with a photography company. I went on an interview today, with a well known wedding photographer in the area who also shoots fashion for style magazine, and recieved an offer ;) I'm going to be working for her two days a week until the end of the year, then this summer 20 hours a week assisting her at wedding's, doing website work, financing for her business and learning the whole business. As much as I didn't want to get involved in shooting weddings, it might be something I need to learn to like. It pays 800-2,000 a wedding in my area. +++ she offered to pay me, along with my credit for school! Cha-ching!

I was getting so fed up with my other job, so if I could find something to cover a few more hours a week I would be set to quit Heron House after a year of working there. It's really changed, since I started working there. My favorites have all passed away, moved out...or are in the process of moving out. The management has changed from worse, to the worst.

Who wants to go with me to Portland, to see how beer is made at my uncle's brewery, go snowboarding at MT Hood, see the Columbia Gorge, take in the sights of Seattle and most importantly accompany me on my wine tour of Oregon and Washington? :]
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Sunday April 5th, 2009

Time:10:39 PM.

sometimes when the air is still, my mind flies to you, to when
you were you and i was me. somehow i feel nervous now more
then ever.
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Wednesday March 25th, 2009

Time:10:26 PM.
I can not wait to move to Chicago, Seattle or Tallahasse!!! =)
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Thursday March 19th, 2009

Time:9:21 PM.
TALLAHASSEE TOMORROW!! <3
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Sunday March 15th, 2009

Time:9:03 PM.
status: would love to cry
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Saturday March 14th, 2009

Time:5:10 PM.
Sarasota is such a small town, and it being a small town you run into people you know all the time. I could've easily drop kicked this girl who talks so much nonsense across every store I bumped into her in. Tania was lucky enough to witness how stupid Venice girls are. I hope when they get to college, no one intends on putting up with their bullshit and sets them straight about how the real world is, and let's them get a taste of their own medicine. Everyone knows everyone's story, who people have dated, who people are dating...who cares anymore? I am out of high school, I have been so keep me out of your drama. Also, I feel as if Sarasota people aren't friendly, but quite stuck up little brats. Hopefully it's not everywhere in Florida, that this occurs. Someone send me to Chicago or Seattle as soon as possible.

My feelings get hurt quite frequently over small petite things that at the end of the day don't matter but I can't help getting upset over them. Christina knows what I am talking about. I need to find away to calm myself down over such issues and see that everything is okay even if one thing changes. MMmmM .

Not quite sure how to feel about my sister adding me on facebook, now she knows my every move and everytime I post a picture, oh dear. It wasn't like I could be like "deny sister dearest" We don't get along, we never really have but I felt like I needed to add her. Facebook is for distant family members, cousins your age, siblings your age maybe, not grandpa's or grandmas. My mom has one..and now I found out as of today my dad has one. Please don't add me parents, I dont want to deny you. :[


Last night was SILLY. Tonight should be a repeat. I'm off to Elliot's parents for his brother's birthday dinner<3 and to chill with my second familia. Love you all.<3
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Sunday March 1st, 2009

Time:7:57 PM.

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Everyone meet the newest addition to my family Parker Lucas born on 2/28 at 11:05am. He is absolutely precious! Isn't he? We keep having boys in this family though, someone needs to pop out a girl pretty soon! I have four nephews, who I love don't get me wrong. I just need a little girl to buy cute dresses for!

Camping was fun. Friday night was rough though, and by rough I mean the air mattress deflated so in the middle of the night after tossing and turning I begin to wonder why I couldnt fall asleep, why I felt like I was going to throw up and why I was SO cold!! We were right next to a road so there were cars shining there lights straight in on the tent after a while, to top of the night a vicous raccon was trying to bite his way thru the tent to get food. It scared me so bad. One hour of sleep! I woke up feeling so sick and it just got so much worse throughout the day. However, I did enjoy the canoe test down the Hillsbrough River with Elliot :] followed by lunch and exploring an old fort. We ended up coming home last night because I was miserable, a cold front was coming thru and it was raining.

19 days until Tally, I am really exicted :] We are staying at his aunt's guest house. I really hope I get the chance to meet his uncle David and aunt. I need to get off this thing, and get to work on my resume for the 30th time and a ton of other editing in photoshop. Take care! and comment. I miss talking to everyone <3
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Tuesday February 17th, 2009

Time:12:06 PM.
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i hope this never changes. <3
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Thursday February 12th, 2009

%Subject:hmm bored, excuse me tania!
Time:10:17 AM.
♥ Your name and your SO's name?
Jessica & Elliot

♥ How long have you been together?
a little less then 4 months

♥ How long did you know each other before you started dating?
a month??!

♥ Who asked who out?
he asked me out, finally.

♥ How old are each of you?
21, 22 in 2 days and he's 22 will be 23 in may :)

♥ Do you have any children together?
no

♥ If you do not have children, do you want them? yeah when i graduate and we move to seattle.

♥ What about pets? no

♥ Which situation is the hardest on you as a couple? idk.

♥ Did you go to the same school?
nope

♥ Where you high school sweethearts?
no

♥ Are you from the same home town? nope

♥ Who is the smartest? he is, by far.

♥ Who is the most sensitive? i am

♥ Where do you eat out most as a couple? anywhere

♥ What do you enjoy doing as a couple? being with each other, going to fairs and festivals, camping, going to NC!, traveling<3

♥ Who has the craziest exes? i dont know...both of us.

♥ Who has the worst temper?
mmmm it depends on the situation

♥ Who does the cooking?
both, but he's better at it

♥ Who is more social? he is

♥ Was it love at first sight? love, love?

♥ Who is the neat-freak? neither.

♥ Who is the more stubborn?
o god both of us!

♥ Who hogs the bed?
i think he does

♥ Who wakes up earlier? depends on the day.

♥ Where was your first date? to his house to watch a movie

♥ Who has the bigger family? he does

♥ Do you get flowers often? nope

♥ Who is more jealous? i am

♥ Who is more organized? he is

♥ How long did it take to get serious?
umm it was pretty quick

♥ Who eats more? elliot

♥ Who does the laundry?
me!

♥ Are you married/how long?
no, hopefully one day..

♥ Who’s better with the computer? he iS! a computer babyyy.

♥ Who drives when you are together?
he does almost always
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Wednesday February 11th, 2009

Time:10:42 PM.
i dont know if im completely out of the loop and old fashion on how to be a friend, but here is what i think a friend is someone who is there no matter what for you, and listens. vice verus, not just someone who wants you to listen to there problems and somehow isnt around when something happens to you. someone who makes the effort. it seems like i am loosing [3] of my 'friends' lately, although they pretend to still be there, god knows why...either be there, or dont. anyhow 22nd birthday coming up. saturday! shhould i cry for being so damn old or celebratE?
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Saturday January 10th, 2009

Time:12:05 AM.
"go to sleep, dream about you. because in my dreams we're always together" <33
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Sunday November 23rd, 2008

Time:8:37 PM.
what to do...:'(
ugh
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Thursday October 23rd, 2008

Time:9:04 AM.
I think I may be going thru a midlife crisis, it's auctually pretty fun. ;)
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Monday October 13th, 2008

Time:9:41 PM.
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isn't that quote so true.? im the type of person though, that no matter who was in my life to begin with & what they'd said or done to me, would want them in my life when i leave this world. fucked up? yeah i'm well aware. if only i could explain what excatly i mean by this, well i guess you sorta get the picture. ive been slowly trying to regroup my thoughts & build myself up yet again. it's so far proven to have it's down faults, but i won't stop trying.

i didn't literally know how exhausting living could be & i'm about to be ten times more exhausted the next couple months.
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Thursday July 3rd, 2008

Time:12:50 PM.
I'm still alive! Work is just killing me slowly. 5am to 230 every single day. I don't want to do anything but come home and sleep afterwards. I have much to talk about! but have to go take my poor baby kitten into the vet. I'll write later. I promise<3
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Thursday June 12th, 2008

Time:5:38 AM.
you are all i want, all i need & everything i deserve, why cant you see that?

a good word for how i feel this morning going to work 'pessimistic'.

i have so many other thoughts, emotions, feelings running thru my mind

but for now it comes all down to that i miss you. to everyone that reads this;

i know a few of you have emailed me in the past couple days asking whats up.

give me some time to respond. right now, i dont want to be around anyone

or talk to anyone. thanks. and if you are reading this, which you prob never

will, you will never know how much i love you or how much u mean to me

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Friday May 9th, 2008

Time:10:30 AM.
-going to see American Idol's Syesha Mercadoooo in like an hour, because she's coming home<3 definetely have to get going though.
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Thursday May 8th, 2008

Time:11:10 AM.
It's been a while since I've written in this.
I keep forgetting I have one. School's over.
Needlessly to say I wish I would've done a little
bit better, but nothing I can do about that now.
I'll be a Junior next year, when I should be graduating.
I wish they would just let me graduate :/
I have the credits and am ready to leave.
Hollister is without a doubt not working out.
I was so close to quitting that place. I found a job
on St Armands Circle at Kilwin's Chocolates and Ice
Cream for full time, 8+ tips. I went to my first day
of training, they had my schedule until 1am every
day this weekend. Call me a baby, but that's unsafe.
Plus I don't want to drive an half hour home after I get
off at 1am. I'm going to go job searching today for a
serving job at a retirement home, and also sent this
photographer who is looking for a wedding assistat my
resume, so I hope to hear back on that. I guess I'll keep
Hollister for now too. The job market down in Sarasota
has gotten so ridlciously bad.

Anyhow Ryan took me to Orlando for our 3 year annvy
last Thursday :). We got there and had a little dinner at
City Walk n hung out at the hot tub. Friday, we got up
and we over to Universial and did the new Simpson's ride
and went tot IOA and did the water rides. Friday night
went to Pastamore and went to see Forgetting Sarah Marshall
then drank at Pat OBrian's<33 I love that place. Saturday
we went to a couple shows and went to IOA to ride Spiderman.
then hung out at the pool all day. Saturday night, we went to
Hardrock Cafe and then back to the pool again and hot tub.
Sunday we went to the Milinia mall and then home. It was a
nice relaxing weekend.

Anyhow. Not much else to say.
Hope everyones having a good weekend.
<3
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Wednesday April 23rd, 2008

Time:1:25 AM.
4 more days until I'm on a very long summer break from school. I don't understand how anyone in there right mind can still be alive after taking six classes at my school. Specially since I'm freaking out and only taking five?. W0w. I'll be a junior next year, should be a senior..but hey let's not talk about what's obviously bothering me at the moment. I have a whole other year to think about my senior thesis and get prepared to go in front of the audience and have to stick up for my work. I still have a ton more to do. Remind me again, never ever to sign up for a China class, a class w/ Dr Bloomer or a graphic design course. I have had my share of horrible chinese animation and talks about the night life as well as flash videos and creating interactive cubes via the computer screen. Speaking of which, I am so far ahead with my credits..why won't they let me graduated now :/ rar.. just a little bitter.


Don't mind this entry...its 130 in the morning and I've done about five hours of hand coloring for my portfolio so I am going crazy.
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Friday April 4th, 2008

Time:12:53 PM.
note to everyone who wants to work at hollister/abercrombie/ruhel no 925: the employees dont cover shifts. they dont care about anyone but themselves. they wont help out a fellow employee no matter how sick they are.
note to self: quit hollister and look for another job.
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Monday March 24th, 2008

Time:11:39 AM.
I feel like I'm ready to give up yet again. Someone please please remind me other then the thirty thousand dollars a year I'm paying for this great education why I'm going to this amazing school. :[ It's not the teachers, or anything anymore other then me being so damn frustrated with not understanding things. The more I ask for help, the more it doesnt sink into my brain how to use everyrthing. OHMYGOD.
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Sunday March 23rd, 2008

Time:9:35 AM.
Well..I'm back, I don't know for how long. I feel like my life is an open book now, the same thing day in day out along with the same drama. The 21st birthday was beyond amazing<3. The night after my birthday I went out with some friends and I got so completely shitfaced. We started off at Badabings with shots and pitchers of beers, then made our way downtown to Evie's Tavern. A friend of a friend had rented it out for his birthday party so it turned into this huge club with probley a good 200 of his closest friends. As soon as we got there, or as soon as the birthday boy laid eyes on Alyse it was defintely up to the second floor VIP for us for free drinks and food. I honestly don't remember much else after that, other then leaving and falling over to the ground and laying there until Ryan after an hour of me xplaining where I was found me. Needlessly to say the night ended with me puking all over the bouncer & this older lady. I am such a trashy drunk. Thank god the lady didnt care and was auctually talking to me after it happened. I got home at 230 after falling in the garage and puking up three more pounds of food I'm told. Not sure how I even got to bed but it was so worth it. I then had to get up at 630 for my birthday trip with Ryan. He took me to Mardi Gras at Universal Studios and we also went to Islands of Adventure, to city walk for drinks and stayed at the Hard Rock.

It was rough getting up for school on Monday & even worse making it thru to the weekend where I'd be hitting up Las Vegas Nevada. My heart is defintely in Vegas<3 It was so cold, like 50. We met up with my uncle and his girlfriend the first day when there plane got in, checked into Paris and gamble, ate and shopped. That's bascially all we did is went from hotel to hotel, playing the slots and tables, eating and shopping. We went and saw Betti Milder in concert on Sunday night, she was fucking amazing. Uhhh. Not much else. I def didn't want to leave. Our connecting flight home was going thru Chicago and there was a huge snow storm so my mom wanted to change the flight and stay in Vegas for another day but I demanded for some stupid ass reason to get back to school. I AM RETARDED. came home, had 2 days of class then it was Spring Break and literally nothing went on.

Anyways. not much else to say HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE.
I love you guys<3
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Thursday February 21st, 2008

Time:7:37 AM.
I can not wait to move out. :'(
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Monday December 31st, 2007

Time:12:07 PM.
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So I've been back for a while from my vacation and haven't had the chance to update about it.The cruise was nothing less then amazing <3. I miss being on the ship more then anything, I got so use to seeing certain faces all day long, but now I am back to reality and its taking a while to set in. Thursday the (20th) we drove to Tampa and board the ship right away while everyone else waited in a ridiclious line. We ate a nice buffet lunch at the Windjammer before going back to put our lifejackets on for the muster drill. My uncle, aunt and cousion, and aunt's sister didn't make it on the ship until after four. The lines were so ridlciously! I will never take another cruise out of Tampa for sure. Next comes my favorite part, getting all cute for dinner and going to the dining room for a five course meal. Our waiter Boris was hilerious and tend to get mad at me alot for not ordering dessert. I had said I wanted nothing for dessert and he brought me out a plate that had the word 'Nothing" in icing. The night consists of wild and crazy games. Oh my. My mom, I and my uncle were playing this game the "quest" Two kids my age asked to play with us, be apart of our team so that's where I met Tom and his sister Keri. The quest was basically where u run around the longue finding things that the announcer would call out. Such as false teeth, and dressing a guy up in three ladies bra's, lipstick, a purse and high heels. I have a lot of blackmail videos from thattt game. I can't believe me and my mom took our bra's off. My uncle ends up taking his pants off too. Went to bed semi early after gambling in the casino. Ho0llarrr at being past 18! :-p

21st we arrived early in Key West <3. I love that place so so much. Beautiful. We walked around and shopped a little bit. I took a series of photographs of old Key West houses and statues. The photo you see at the top, my favorite out of all 500 photos I took was taken by the Little White House. Boarded the ship as it was leaving, and went to go play Bingo with the grandpa, his friend and my mom. Formal night was a little rocky. Shortly after dinner at the Dinner show :/ I spilled my moms irish coffee all over my beautiful hundred dollar black and white formal dress. Needlessly to say I was so upset. I ended up changing three times that day. This guy in the eleveator around 18, goes "Hey I see you changed again out of your formal dress. Everytime I see you you have something different on" which I found WERID bc there was 2000 people on board and he notices me that much to know I changed outfits three times. Casino, dinner show, Karoke..It all became a rotiune the next couple nights. I decided to be a judge for Karoke that night. WOW. This guy Jeff and his crew who I like to call the Royal Party(they were in everything, every game show, every karoke contest...everywhere) were there. Jeff decided to do a little Karoke so he went up and picked his song out. He started walking over to me and goes "Hey I just wanted to let you know I dedicated this song to you". Then he procedes to get up and goes "Hey I wanna decicate this song to the special lady judge over there. She knows how it is" and sang NSYNC bye bye bye. and I was completely utterly mortified as he sang and ran aroudn the whole longue screaming. Midnight buffet followed by BED.

Mexicooo. Beautiful Mexico. We took a Taxi as soon as we got in Downtown to do a little shopping. We had to be back at the ship by 12 to take a bus to the Myan Ruins. We took a 3 1/2 hour jungle hike to the Ruins. You think I wouldve been tired but I wasnt. I think the Strawberry Tequila and Coffee Tequila helped the walk go fast that I had had earlier. MAUHAHA. We stopepd by my favorite place in the whole world Senor Frogs where I had a strong Pina Colada and got totally trashed. From that point on I was saying thank you to everyone, saying Hi to everyone..It was great. Didn't make it to dinner, unfortually. We went to the Cookout up on the pool deck. We met up at Karoke and the Battle of the Sexes game show. OH MY GOD I am now known as the girl who screwed it up for the girls :( snce I don't kno how to blow up a frickin balloon. HOW EMBARSSING. We ended the night partyin up in the club, dancing with each other. Casey taught us the SOULJA boy dance and we all did the Electric Slide. This blonde girl who musta weighed 80 pounds was trasheddddd ad on coke and pills was wearing this pink bathing suit and dancing around and jumping around by herself. It was the most hilerious thing I've ever seen so I took a video of it. Then she got her pimp on the dance floor and made him jump around. Didn't get back to the room until 4 in the morning.

our glorgeous day at sea. I had to get up super early for my facial, deep contioning hair treatment and my massage at the SPA. So relaxing sitting there looking at the sun rise as I was getting that done. I went to Bingo early with my mom, Keri, Jenna, Tom and Jordan(the family I met from West Palm the first nite). Every single time u had a number left u had to stand and I was standing every time. :( but never won. I hung out with the gang the rest of the day, laid out with the girls at the pool and Tom entered the Sexy Legs contest. He won Mr Flamingo Legs. I ordered a Strawberry Daq. They had punched a hole in my card saying I couldnt have liquor so I went up and I gave the bartender my card..he def put so much freakin liquor in there and looked at me rang it up and didnt sauy anything. Loved hanging out with the gang. Jordan the littlest one was so cute<3 We played Trivia in the afternoon. then I went on my lovely way to dinner while everyone took a nap. The last nite was INSANE. So much fun in the club. I was so tired. The next morning we arrived in Tampa. :( It was such a blast though. Look at the pixs.

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2008314&l=0a50d&id=82801033

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2008315&l=50ec1&id=82801033

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=2008316&l=db71e&id=82801033. Cmt on them bc it took me a long time. <3
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Monday December 10th, 2007

Time:2:44 PM.
What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger


I live by that quote, you kinda have to in my opion. Alot has happened in the past five weeks, Its been an emotional up and down roller coaster for me. Needlessly to say I can't wait to get out of Florida in ten days. Cuban snapped out of coma like I knew he would, recently just got out of the hospital and seems to be doing fine, although he isnt all there at times, at least he isnt fighting for his life anymore. Ryan and I are perfect. I cherish everyday I have with him since we don't see each other that often<3. Last week I got to spend some time with my lil sister(much needed). Blood couldn't make us any closer then we are right now and I am so glad that I finally know what its like to have a sister. My best friends come home Friday for a month, I seriously have never been so happy to see them both. It gets lonely here. I finish this semester on Wednesday. All and all it's been a good half of the year. I recieved an A in Contemptary Literture. I recieved an A on my lighting portfolio(which was a huge deal to me since almost everyone got a B on it)..I just have a couple more things to turn in and it will all be over and just a memory.

The only thing really bugging me is how much I dwell on how good the past was.Slowly but surely I am getting over it...it's just taking longer then I had expected. I kinda have to say goodbye although I really don't want to.


Picturres. Posts. Stories later on next week before the cruise. <3333
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Tuesday October 23rd, 2007

Time:2:38 PM.
What's up Dawls :*

I'm fucking fed up with just about everything right now. I wish I could take a time out from my life for about a week until things settle back down. Its one bullshit situtions after another. I took photos of a friend I've known for about 17-18 years for a project and I also wanted to give her some of the photos to use in her portfolio for modeling since she wants to be a model. I edited all the photos and put them on facebook. THE ONLY THING SHE SAID was "I thought you were going to edit these photos on photoshop, thats a pretty sweet zit on my forehead" Uhm. Her skin is like perfect or so I thought, I didnt see a "zit" so I didn't feel the need to photoshop it out of the photo. Way to be negative much? Everyone else seemed to like them except for her. I am really hurt I never got at least an "they are nice" comment from her especially since I worked for hours on photoshop touching them up. God whatever...seriously.

This weekend is my other best friend's 21st birthday. Plans to go up to USF and party were in progress and almost official. Problem being; I have never driven on the highway, It's a huge fear of mine and I know I'm twenty years old but people have fears and I don't want to have my name in the papers bc I decided to take a chance and drive on the highway. Even if I did attempt to drive to Tampa, I doubt I'd make it. MY CAR IS A JOKE. It would not make it that far. She is suppose to be in Sarasota Saturday and is picking me up after her birthday dinner that night to head back up there. Her friend Michelle who lives in Sarasota was going to bring me home with her on Sunday so I had a ride back. Now convinently Michelle has decided to stay until Monday, leaving me with no ride home. She's like "Do you think your mom could take you home" Its such a long drive for me. No, I don't think my mom really wants me in Tampa at a frat party to begin with, shes kinda furious I am going..so I doubt she'd pick me up from Tampa. I more then likely will not get to go and I am a little more then upset about it.

I am just going to go cool down.
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Thursday September 13th, 2007

Time:8:46 PM.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HELLL YEAH! OH M Y GODDD. IM SO EXICTED RIGHT NOW <3
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Tuesday September 4th, 2007

Time:8:26 AM.
i just dont understand how it's so hard to talk to me
and be nice to me for the people at this school :-/
i mean what'd i do to them...
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Saturday September 1st, 2007

Time:3:44 PM.
I am really sick of my mom threatening to kick me out of the house. Do it and get it done with already. This time she kicked me out of the house because I didn't clean my room, when I was going to clean it after I got home tonight. Her reasons are getting even more ridiclious by the day. I am to some extent lazy but I do work as much as I can and I do go to school full time. Right now, It's not even phazing me that she 'kicked me out' just because it won't last. Her words don't mean shit to me anymore. I am twenty years old and she still treats me like I'm fifteen. I would try to talk to her and tell her that she can no longer control me, but it's pointless.

Yesterday was Ry's 23rd birthday. I went to Art and Science of Color in the morning, we got out an hour and a half early so I drove straight to his house after I picked up the birthday cake I made him from home and his presents. I woke him up. He loved his green hollister sweatshirt and shirt, his panera gift card, his dvd collection, and his pillow I gave him. My mom gave him 50 dollar gift card to Sam Selzters and a 25 dollar gift card to AMC movies. He had to work so I went home. I hung out at home. He picked me back up after work around 11. I was kinda iffy about going bc I'm not 21 and I can't get into bars. I auctually did get in because a friend of his moms distracted the bouncer while I went past them. The night was fun, had some jolly rancher shots and watched him get totally shit faced, which is always good. We played drunken pool in which I don't even know who won, I think I did but only bc I kept taking the balls and putting them in the holes and not even using the stick at all. I hung out with Ryans best friends wife and she kept telling me she really liked hanging out with me, she loved me and i was awesome...all these nice things.

I thought I would drive us home, I had the keys and I was more sober then any of them...but somehow his mom got the keys and drove us to Andy's(Ryan's best friend) where Ryan barely made it inside before falling on the ground and singing. It took his mom, Lisa and me to carry him to the car. When we finally got him to bed, I thought he was done for the night so I closed my eyes and I hear "I am going to throw up" i had to throw his head over the side and grab a trashcan and then hold his head up to give him water. I was so mad waking up this morning. I called in and was like "Do you guys need me" Colin the ass goes "YOU KNOW IT" I was so mad...I Know what..what do I know? He is so stupid. I worked from 10-3pm, now I am back at Ryan's. I am taking him out to this really cute Italian restaunt for his birthday dinner tonight. I am starvinggg.

Anyhow theres my weeekend so far.
Love u guys <3
Skye
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Sunday July 29th, 2007

Time:3:41 PM.
on ...hiatus for who knows how long. ive been losing everything that matters to me, my world basically and i dont know any other way of dealing with this...other then packing my shit and leaving town..so thats excatly what im doing. no one has to deal with me anymore..k. take care
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